Intoxicated!

When you told me to forget about my past and the friends I left behind…. I told you no…. but now I realize why you said it…not now, not in this moment, but I did realize it. Its hard to let go of something u enjoy… yet guilt is a strong thing… now is the time I let go… I release my grip on something that I can’t have anymore… I take back my extended arm… because u can’t have that anymore… you can’t have a part of me if I was never wanted. So please forget me. All I want to be now is a forgotten memory. And now and forever shall I return to the one place I can be happy… the one place I can spend time doing things that make me happy… my room, my mind… I will return to the bed where I will sleep and rest… and awake when god says its time.